8:57 PM
haha 2dae damn farni sia..rainin lorr den hav way we had 2 leave da parade square..actualli s'pose 2 go clazrm de budden da shen shen isit??dunno la..aniwaes he ask us go n chg den in da end we were made 2 sit at da staircase lorr..cos dey havin devotion mah..haha so mani t'chers stared at us sia..weird claz sittin at da staircase..after dat wen 2 play bball wif caca n theo..haha da ball v wad lorr..in da hoop liao sumore bounce bac..den chi claz v farni..haha..had 2 explain da words n stuff..
den after sch nv go econs lorr..wen 2 j8 wif caca, theo n wanzhen..yahh den sat outside popular lorr..yah den we were tokin about learnin da piano..den it's lyk i wanna learn budden i scared i cant cope lorr sumore dis yr got streamin..den i scared i learn v slow..haishh..den nid alot of lessons..more lesson more ex lorr..haiz den suddenly da topic drifted 2 band lor..den wz said dat she wanna quit band..den suddenly we tok bout her sect..den she started cryin lorr..okie mayb it was sumtin i said..i dunno..if it was..srry wz..yahh den after dat she calm down liao got sum security guard chased us away..stoopid lorr..den after dat wen 2 mac..den we were tokin about da stoopid security guard..den i was drinkin water den dunno y i laff lorr den i choked lorr..n den all da water jus came gushin out of my mouth n nose..v err xing laa i noee..haha n i was coughin n coughin lorr..haha v paiseh lorr..dunno if anibody got c nots..haha den took napkins 2 cum n clean..haha..den after tokin bit more we wen home lorr..feelin beta dis daes..yahh not so depressed le..mayb things r not as bad as u see..yahh..
aniwaes i cant go out animore..my dad dun let lorr..actualli he let de den now he dun let cos my grades dropped lorr..wtf..haiz..wan me 2 stay at home 2 study..even if i wan how 2 lorr..my bro n sis so noisy..haiz..
9:12 PM
took off da sect de foto..cos cant c my face..it's lyk my face is purposely blocked..haiz..aniwaes dis yr da t'chers relli sux lorr..dun lyk da history t'cher..art t'cher v lame..h.e haiyoo no comments laa..haiz den me kinda moody dis daes..been tinkin alot..bout lots of stuff lorr..haiz..yahh..dunno wad 2 say liao la..sumtins u r jus not meant 2 hav..no use tinkin bout it animore le..im tryin not 2 tink bout it..yahh..TRYIN V HARD..
Sometimes it feels no one understands
I don't even know why
I do the things I do
9:43 PM
hmm..jus wanna ask dis ques..
y do ppl owaes pang seh frens 4 deir seniors?it's lyk wen dey r wif deir seniors dey r a total different person..yahh dey ignore u..hmm y lorr..im da odd 1 out onli cos i not close 2 da seniors mahh..weirdo??mayb..but i jus wan sum ans..anybody care 2 ans??
9:31 PM
arghh 2rw sch startin le..stoopid lorr..dun wanna wake up so early..i wanna slp de lorr..den dunno wad 2 brin..actualli i left most of my bks in da cupboard le budden da thing is i dunno wad bks i left dere..haiyoo..y sch mus start lorr..haizz..nutin 2 type le..ah yahh i post pics laa..
9:25 PM
im so de damn devasted rite now..cant b'liv it lorr..mr tan actualli go n choose incantation n dance as syf 2007 de choice piece lorr...WTF LORR..I HATE DA DAMN SONG LORR..LYK DAT SONG SUX 2 DA CORE LORR..SO SO ANGRY..wah lau lorr it's lyk wen he said dat my mood totalli chg lorr..stoopid lorr..i dunno wad 2 say le..im jus pissed..i dun wanna play dat 4 syf lorr..budden wad can i do??ask my juniors go n strike n say dun wan 2 play dat song ah??
haish aniwaes..wen 2 j8 wif caca after band..wanted 2 do hw at mac budden got no space..ended up eatin at long john's silver den go 2 kfc n do our work lorr..haha amazin we sat dere n no1 chased us away..den after dat wen 2 watch initial de wif caca..yahh ticket v ex lorr..9.50..xing tong sia..haha movie quite nicee..okie okie v nicee..okie laa okie laa..da movie rawks..haha n i lurve edison chen..he's so shuaii!!!shawn oso not bad..ahh shuaii ges..edison rox!!!lala im crazy bout himm le...haha..
INCANTATION N DANCE SUX BIG BIG BIG TYM!!!
9:43 PM
had 1 of my weird dreams..yahh dreamt dat phyllis was smsin me..den we were tokin lyk regular frens..which will nv hpn..yahh den suddenly she sms me say dat she was bein eaten up by sum monster..haha den suddenly i was on da mrt wif my whole sect..sumhow phyllis was oso dere..den dey got off dis station without tellin me lorr..den i was left in da train..den da nxt stop was sum beach..so i had 2 take da train bac..haiyoo v weird ritex..
wen 4 band late..haha den debbie n wenqi got cum..v siann lorr no1 wan combine with me..den shirley nv cum so cant borrow her discman 2 play da 7th nite of july..i got brin da cd budden nv brin da player..den after dat me, jan n joseph wanted 2 go in da band rm combined..budden 2dae shirmain got cum n den she dun allow..haiyoo den wen bac 2 play 7th nite of july again..alot of parts v fast lorr den i dunno how 2 play..onli noe da melody parts..den i kip playin da euph solo part..now i tink it's v nicee..budden phyllis is gonna play it not me..den da tuba n da euph sect combined n played cc with jan budden she so far cant hear where r we le..den wen played sch song n sex bomb oso..band now v v siann..i wan syf lorr..miss it..
5:49 PM
it's a scary world..
u can nv trust any1..
ppl around you may seem friendly enuf..
yah or atleast dat's wad u tink..
but actualli dey r pretendin..
dey put on big fake smiles..tell u stoopid lies..
dey pretend..
in front of u..
dey act nice n sweet..
behind ur bac..
dey tok bad about u..
i dunno hu 2 trust..
dey extend deir hands 2 me..
but i dunno whether 2 take it..
im afraid 2..
jus wanna say da 3rd songs in da cd rox..da beginnin onli..
7:32 PM
ytd no band..lyk wad da toots lorr..wake up at 8 cum 2 sch den say no band cos mrs ang dun hav da key..haiyoo i wanted 2 practise lorr..now mus wait till weds..dey gave us da cd..yah den listened 2 it..lurve da 3rd song..but onli da beginnin cos v nicee lorr..den dun lyk da bac..v jazzy..kip rewindin it 2 da beginnin..haha..den tried 2 listen 2 incantation n dance..cant seem 2 lyk it..sucks lorr..lyk cant hear any euphs de lorr..oh ya..1 reason i lyk da 7th nite of july so much..well it's da 1st tym i can hear so many euphs parts in da song..yahh not lyk other songs we owaes sumwhere in da background..v seldom got solos..den lyk kinda make me thing we not important liddat..den in 7th nite of july..i get da feelin lyk da euphs v important..yahh so i lyk it..aniwaes after dat wen 2 huiru house's n played sims..yahh..
2dae woke up at 8+ again..cos i was dreamin lorr..i dreamin we were playin 7th nite of july onstage n den i cant play..den ah tan ask me 2 run 40 rounds cos he say i no air..den i was runnin n runnin lyk siao lorr..haha den dunno y i woke up le..weird dream..haha..
8:24 PM
woohoo..im so so happi..haha I SORTA NOE HOW 2 PLAY PLAY 7TH NITE OF JULY LE!!!!!hahaha yahh joseph taught me..actualli not exactly teach..he pointed out da rhythmn wen we listenin 2 da song n i sorta got it le..hahaha..so wen band den me alone AGAIN..kinda late..yahh now i everytym late 4 band le..haha den v sian so borrowed shirley's cd..got 7th nite of july..den jan decided dat we play 2 wif da cd..canteen v noisy so we wen parade square den joseph invited himself..den we play lorr..i so lan..dey so pro..n my valve got prob lorr..go up so slow..so i sounded v farni..so yahh den after dat we go band rm cos liddat play v xing ku..got 2 earpiece 3 person den joseph nv hear..wen band rm n play on da radio..haha played lots of tyms..den da more we play da more i noe how 2 play..den youqin n riki joined in..mini band playin 7th nite of july..haha den i got alot of euph solos..haha den jan said dat mayb syf use dis song if not is dat incantation n dance..eww..i hate dat song..i dun lyk da cabbage choppin sound..i wan 2 use dis song 4 syf..7th nite of july rox..eventhough quite hard 2 play laa..haha..den we played lyk 5-6 tyms of 7th nite of july..n den listen lyk 4 tyms..haha..den joseph pointed out da rhythmn 4 me..den is lyk da euph is so obvious dere..budden i didnt pay attention 2 it so i dunno..haha now i noe le..yippie..nxt step..play da song..
after band wen 2 np wif jan den saw jasmine..den found out bout sumtin..yahh..haiyoo..relli unexpected lorr..aniwaes...7TH NIGHT OF JULY ROX!!!hope 2mrw i wun 4get da rhythmn..haha..
9:55 PM
yups 2dae had band..s'pose 2 go n teach jonathan cos debbie n wenqi both go overseas..he nv cum..actualli i expected it de laa..cos he nv cum on dat dae wen givin out da schedule..den he dis kinda person probably wun look at da band board..yahh.so practised da 7th nite of july..everytin oso dunno..den no1 can teach me..toots..oh ya speakin of da band board..dey deco it le..den got put da nerd pics of da sec2s las yr sec1 take dat tym..den dun hav me lehh..hav pics of all da quitters but no ME!!!toots..dunno where i was..yah cos i was in da full band foto..haiz..owells..heck..nutin i can do..den 2dae v sian lorr..den saw caca n so we both wen out 2gether..cant b'liv dat i jus left band liddat..feel sorta guilty budden i got nutin 2 do dere oso..den i dun feel lyk practisin..yahh den ask round if anibody noe jonathan da number..no1 noes lorr..lyk toots i nv ask fr him..haiz jus hope sum miracle hpns n he cums 4 band on fri..lyk dat will hpn..
2:37 PM
im boredd n angry..dat stoopid ares thingy..idiot 1..cant download any songs at all..tagboard oso cant work..den da weather is so damn hot..sweatin lyk a pig..my house so stuffy budden still cant on da air-con..mum dun let..toots..im pissed..wif everytin..n den dere's chi hw..fark those t'chers laa..everytym giv chi porject..got other subjects wad..y dun giv project on geog or wadeva..mus giv chi..sumore got carnival tickets 2 sell..sheesh..da stoopid bloody sch..i wonder y i even stayed on 2 study in dere wen dere r other beta schs i can go..haizz..
wished i could stay in bangkok longer..i dun care about band animore le..it's so sian..all u ever do is go dere n practise..so borin 1..okie la beta den stayin at home..haiz..dunno y but i v pissed at band now..yahh in fact im v angry at everytin..stoopid world..
9:41 PM
im not tokin sense nowadaes..
abit siao le..
dunno lah budden i jus feel v fan..
yahh it's da holidaes..
shld relac but i cant..
aniwaes..
2mrw goin 2 bangkok le..
dun miss me yahh ppl..
i dun tink any1 will..
it's not lyk anybody reads my blog aniwaes..
k wanna go listen 2 7th nite of july le..
kinda addicted 2 it lyk how i was 2 cc..
okie im not jus kinda addicted..
im veri..
i kip listenin but i still dunno how 2 play..
stoopid..
i owaes get lost in da middle of da song de..
haha..
8:31 PM
haha finalli i cum update le..had band 2dae..cut my hair..abit farni laa..da fringe..
curl up de..eww..wenqi told me she n debbie sick..fever..wahs so qiao..den ask her phyllis got cum nots..she say no..tot i solo..den abit scared cos if ah tan take combine all i ask of you..im gonna die..haha late 4 band..den got sum place switchin..trombone onli melissa cum..haha me n her solo..den got wad warm up thingy..den me solo euph..kinda freaky..den tink i v out of tune..long tym nv play le mahh..den he tune grp b da ppl..i oso grp b budden he nv tune me..haha didn't notice me..haizz..sadd sia..den look round da band rm..sec4s got cum lehh..budden wenqi told me dat sec4s no nid cum le..tot phyllis pao qi us..nv cum le..den suddenly she appear..wearin green sumore..shocked.budden v happi..got sumbody pei me..not so scared le..
den got new piece..7th nite of july..so hardd sia..not da notes..but is da sub-dividin prob..lucky phyllis got cum..if not i die..dunno how 2 sub-divide properly..yahh den she clapped 4 me den i understand..haizz i feel v useless..sec2 le sumore mus rely on senior..nxt tym i sec4 den dey all graduate le how..wen i dunno how 2 play i ask hu..haizz..yahh mus count on myself den sumore nid 2 teach da juniors..haizz..nutin much laa..after band go j8 zou zou wif aiai..yahh.
